Putting a Little Love in My Heart

Thursday, February 17, 2011

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Picture from Zen on Flickr

I know it's a few days late, but my heart was peeled open on Valentine's day by a quick scan through an old journal I kept. I found the pages where my husband and I became an item. And the date--May of 2003! The story isn't overly interesting, there is no plot climax, no sparkling lift-off. It's all pretty tame. But the feelings I felt after reading it tell another story.

I could practically feel the butterflies again. I was reliving some of the conversations and critical moments. I was laughing about how he always tried to surprise me with things and the uncanny ways it never worked out. I was laughing at all the people on the roster that wanted us to start "going out." I read aloud some of the sappy and funny things to my husband and we both enjoyed the good-humored reminiscing.

The next day, I woke up feeling like someone had hit the "refresh" button. There were emotions stirred up inside me that had long been forgotten. I looked at my husband like he still had some charm left:) Ha! But anyway, I felt very different. On a small high, if you will.

This got me thinking even further into using writing as cheap therapy. Writing down five things that were great about your day or nice things people said to you is rather healthy. I found some compliments in this same journal that gave me a bit of an emotional lift even this many years later, but I know I wasn't thinking about that when I wrote them down. Write them down today and who knows what sort of joy they'll bring in a year or five. I know exactly where I'll turn when I need a little boost about the feelings of my marriage.

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Rebekah said...

I love this one! I remember you saying you met a guy. Who knew, it would be the one you'd end up with?